Blog absence

Sorry for not writing a blog post. I recently went back to work after a long break. I was pretty much gearing up for the return to work. I was not sure if I was ready to hit it full swing but I'm glad that I did. I realized that I do love to work and have a small break from baby once in a while. Mommy Time.

However, that being said. I do miss my Monkey something terrible. I'm back to calling my mom (Monkey stays over at grandma's house while I work. FREE daycare!!) during my lunch break to hear him babble and see if he learned anything new. When I miss something I am secretly jealous of my mom.

I do like to work, I don't love my job but I want to. I spoke with my best friend over the weekend, a HS teacher, and she went on and on about all the stress she but it's all worth it because she loves her job. I quietly wish i felt the same way about my job. I guess deep down I just want to be a stay at home mom and maybe work part time somewhere. We want to expand our family this year so there is a lot to consider. Then again the bills need to be paid and Monkey needs new clothes, shoes, toys, etc.

Ah, but to dream.